I walk into the family home. No one appears to be home. I open the o en and my mother is curled up in the fire doing crossword puzzles. She quickly turns and screams "close the door, I'm fucking cold!" I slam the door and wait. Grief and remorse hit me. I open the oven once more and pick her up in my arms. She tells me it's okay and she's going to get me some help. I lumber behind her like Frankenstein monster on a bender. She leads me to a door in the ground at the edge of the property and convin es me to go down. I descend a ladder going deep into the earth. Suddenly she slams the door above me and walks away, leaving me in the earth's crust. I become enraged and push against the doorwith my skull, busting through with ease. I go back inside to the kitchen and peek into the oven. She's there, curled up as before. I decide she is too cold, so I cast a wooden log into the fire and shut and lock the oven door. No apologies. No remorse. She put herself in the flames, and tried to bury me alive. I walk away forever.
This dream could be a reflection of complex feelings and unresolved issues you may have with your mother or your family dynamics. The house symbolizes your sense of self and where you come from, while your mother's presence may represent your relationship with her, nurturing, or aspects of yourself that are similar to her.
Your mother's coldness and demand for you to close the door could signify a feeling of emotional distance or lack of warmth in your relationship with her. The scene of her putting herself in the fire and you trying to warm her up with a log could indicate a desire to care for or protect her, despite past conflicts or hurt.
The descent into the earth and being left there by your mother could symbolize feelings of abandonment or betrayal in your relationship with her. Your anger and determination to break free from the situation could represent a need to assert yourself or break away from old patterns that no longer serve you.
Ultimately, the dream may be urging you to confront unresolved issues with your mother or family, to set boundaries, and to prioritize your own well-being and emotional needs. It could also be a reminder to acknowledge and process any feelings of anger or hurt that you might be carrying, in order to heal and move forward in a more empowered way.