Dreams of the Openness and Fear Within

In the recent past I have had several dreams with a common theme. In the dreams I will be inside my home, which doesn’t feel like home although it is the home that I am living in at the time. In each dream the home is different. please interpret thesis significance of these dreams. The main idea of each dream is one of two things: either there is a room in the home, which can be upstairs, downstairs or in the rear of the home which feels threatening in some way. Or, there will be an exterior door which I go to check, often confident that it is locked but find it unlocked and I will not be able to lock it either because the lock is compromised or I am not strong enough to do so. In one of the dreams I dreamt that a very large room in the basement having a large arched entryway is full of vignettes of dining room furniture similar to what you would view in a furniture store. This room was very scary to me. I was curious about the room but would not go into it because I felt there were people inside of the room who were threatening to me. The furniture inside the room was owned by my stepmother, who in real life was not a threat but she was not a loving and kind person to me. I wanted to go into the room to find a piece of furniture that I might want to use. In another dream the basement entry from the outside was not lockable. The basement room was messy with lots of my belongings strewn about. While feeling uncomfortable in the space I hung out in this room with my husband and friends. Once my friends had left, I was afraid to go back down into the room to lock the door leading to the outside. I had a strong fear that a threatening person was going to get in through this door. In another dream the wall of a room in the Back of house had a wall that was breached, pulling away from the joining wall so that you could see to the backyard. The gap was large enough to allow someone to enter the house through it. I was frightened that someone would enter the house and harm me. In another dream I was living in a mobile home. When I went to check the side door in the laundry room which led to the outside, I found it unlocked and unlockable which caused me concern and fear. n another dream I went to check the exterior door in the mud room in an actual house I had lived in on 48th street. I found the door unlocked and could not get the lock to work to secure the door. Again I was frightened that the door would not lock. In another dream, the house had a staircase with a winding set of stairs leading up to the next level. The door between the level I was on and at the bottom of the staircase was closed and I was frightened to open it because Spirits hung at the bottom of the stairs just on the other side of the door. I did stand in the hallway near the door but I would not open the door because of fear of the spirits. In the last dream my husband and I were standing together in a room in our house when we heard a noise in a back room of house. Randy went to investigate what had caused the noise . Next thing I knew Randy was being kidnapped by someone. I saw they had him standing outside of their van and had him leashed by the wrist the van. Next thing I knew Randy had been forced into the van and the kidnappers were driving away with him while I screamed to people on the street to help him. To give this dream context, my husband Randy, did die of cancer after a 4 year fight. Randy and I were very close and in love.