I dreamt that I finally make it to my late maternal grandmother’s house but it’s a different home and this time i finally get to physically see her. I am filled with joy and emotion. Other people are there as well and we are all having conversations. I don’t know who they are but they seem to know my grandmother. My grandmother says she wants to go to her room and leaves us to go lay down. I keep telling the others that I want to go and lay down with my grandmother. I knock and open her door and tell her I want to come in and she is Turing me away saying she wants to be alone and she doesn’t want me there. It hurts my feelings and I’m very emotional. I was very close to my grandmother and lost her when she was 51 years old due to breast cancer. I was 11.
This dream may symbolize your longing to be in the presence of your late maternal grandmother and your desire to connect with her on a deep emotional level. The different home may represent change or transformation in your life since her passing. Seeing your grandmother and feeling joy and emotion reflects the love and affection you still hold for her.
The presence of other people in the dream who know your grandmother but whom you don't recognize could suggest that there are aspects of your grandmother's life that you were not aware of or that you didn't experience directly. It may also symbolize the idea of shared memories or connections with others who have also been affected by her presence in their lives.
The moment where your grandmother wants to be alone and turns you away could represent unresolved feelings or unfinished business related to her passing. It may be an indication of your need to process and accept her loss, as well as to confront and understand any lingering emotions or regrets associated with her departure at such a young age.
Overall, this dream serves as a reflection of your longing to be close to your grandmother and your desire for emotional connection and closure. It may be helpful to explore these feelings further and find ways to honor and remember her in your waking life.