I found my mom, she died, while she was playing. She was on the toilet. I had to get her body out of the toilet. Then there was the funeral, I want to see my mother for the last time, but the undertaker was very disrespectful and we got in an argument. Then we went to the funeral I hit a paparazzi and while I was walking, I was so sad and crying, somebody gave me some gluhwein inside a restaurant next to the cremation. The bar and drinks where very quick
This dream may reflect deep emotional conflicts or unresolved feelings related to your mother. Seeing your mother playing and then finding her dead on the toilet could symbolize a sudden loss or unexpected end to a close connection or bond with her. The act of having to remove her body from the toilet may indicate a sense of responsibility or burden in handling her passing.
The disrespectful undertaker and the argument at the funeral suggest a struggle with accepting and processing the loss, possibly due to external factors or people not understanding or empathizing with your grief. This can represent a need for support and understanding during times of mourning.
Your act of hitting a paparazzi at the funeral may represent a desire to protect the privacy and dignity of your mother's memory in the face of invasive external influences. This could indicate a need for boundaries and respect in times of vulnerability.
The gluhwein given to you by someone inside a restaurant next to the cremation may symbolize a form of comfort or solace amidst your grief. The quick service at the bar could represent a temporary escape or distraction from the raw emotions you were experiencing.
Overall, this dream may highlight unresolved feelings, conflicts, and a need for support during a time of loss. It may be beneficial to explore these emotions further and seek support in processing your grief.