My girlfriend and I were in the old trailer I grew up in, sitting around in the dark. I think we had just gotten in from a long trip. Whatever had happened before the dream, it had left us feeling exhausted. We sat in darkness and in silence, not knowing we were actually sitting in the dark trailer. Suddenly, a man cloaked in darkness popped into existence. We said nothing but there was an odd sense of relief at his survival, as if the silence had been deafening us. He informed us we were dead. We did not believe him. He then asked us if we believed that Christian bullshit we said nothing. He said look at your guts. I looked down and my insides fell on the floor and I peed blood everywhere. I realized I was dead. I could not see my girlfriend but I knew she was also dead, and there was a “smell” of death coming from her. As soon as he had come, the man had left. Everything was still pitch black. She turned her light on from her phone, but the darkness quickly swallowed the light. I had to get something in the dark, stepping around feces to do so. I saw my skin in the dull light and it was rotten and falling off. Hers was the same, with an eyeball dangling and parts of her skull showing. I felt oddly indifferent about the situation. Light suddenly entered the room through a screen door that was open. I looked around and realized we were in my old trailer. The light was from a rising sun. Storm and Apollyon, our two Siberian Huskies. stood up against the screen door and looked at the sun, and the clouds formed their shapes. I said “look Storm, a husky!” and pointed, but Storm wasn’t there anymore, nor was Apollyon. Their clouds quickly passed over us and beyond the horizon, and two new dogs were in the clouds. They were not dogs that I owned, or at least I don’t remember owning them. I don’t know what breed one of them was, but the other was an old english sheepdog. Their clouds stayed in the sky and the sun had risen, but there was an odd yet comforting coolness in the air. We stepped outside and everything was grey. I don’t remember the transition, but rather suddenly being outside in a grey world, looking at where I had just been standing inside. I looked at the sky, and the world around us took on a pulsing whiteness when I looked back. People were living around us like nothing had happened. Black ash, heavily contrasting the white buildings and surroundings, began spewing out of the chimneys around us into the sky, and as it did, the world began to resemble a negative of a picture. She asked if this was happening because we were dead. I said I think so and felt a sorrowful peace, half terrified and half curious what this new nightmarish world held. All I could think off was decay and knowing I was rotting. There were no tears but rather, quiet acceptance.
This dream appears to symbolize a deep sense of exhaustion and existential crisis within your relationship. The dark trailer represents the familiar and comfortable aspects of your past, but also a sense of stagnation. The man cloaked in darkness represents a messenger of truth or reality, revealing that you and your girlfriend are metaphorically "dead" in the sense that your relationship may be struggling or lacking life. The reference to Christian beliefs suggests a potential conflict between personal beliefs and the realities of your situation.
The physical manifestations of decay and death within you and your girlfriend symbolize a feeling of emotional and spiritual decay within the relationship. The indifference you feel suggests a certain level of resignation or acceptance of the deteriorating state.
The brief moment of light signifies a glimmer of hope or renewal, but it quickly disappears, suggesting that attempts to bring light into the relationship are futile. The transition to a gray world reflects a sense of detachment and apathy towards the external world while still being tied to the past. The black ash and negative imagery represent the decay and negative emotions that surround the relationship, further emphasizing the idea of being trapped in a nightmarish state.
Overall, this dream may reflect feelings of exhaustion, disillusionment, and a need for change within the relationship. It suggests a need to confront the harsh realities and actively seek renewal or growth. It is important to address these emotions and communicate with your partner to understand and work on improving the dynamics of your relationship.