I bought a crummy apartment in a bad neighborhood and it’s starts where I’m walking and I see a friend with a truck who’s going to joyride with a bunch of other friends, we go around the city and we stop at a bunch of Mexicans house they tell us to relax but meanwhile they look through our bags, I catch them quick enough that they didn’t take anything and I run off and somehow see jasmine an old crush of mine with someone else and they try to make conversation but I just leave. I go to my apartment and see the same Mexicans at the back door and they recognize me and I try to run but they corner me, I beg and they don’t do anything. I wake up and my roommate let his friends animals in and there’s SO many, I touch an owl and it jumps on me but I push it off and hurt it, they guy that owns him chastised me hard and threatened me and I’m just thinking how I got rejected by my old flame.
This dream seems to be reflecting certain feelings of insecurity and vulnerability in your waking life. The crummy apartment in a bad neighborhood could symbolize your current state of dissatisfaction or unease with your living situation or surroundings. The friend with the truck and the joyriding may represent a desire for freedom and adventure.
Walking around the city and stopping at the Mexicans' houses could suggest encounters with unfamiliar or unknown aspects of yourself or situations. The fact that they look through your bags may indicate feelings of invasion of privacy or a fear of being taken advantage of. However, your ability to catch them before anything is taken signifies a sense of vigilance and self-protection.
The appearance of Jasmine, an old crush, with someone else might represent feelings of jealousy or disappointment in regard to missed opportunities or unrequited desires. Your decision to leave without engaging in conversation suggests a desire to avoid the potential emotional discomfort of seeing her with someone else.
Returning to your apartment and encountering the same Mexicans represents a feeling of being pursued or threatened by unwanted influences or circumstances. The fact that they recognize you and corner you could symbolize a sense of being trapped or isolated by these perceived threats.
The scene shifting to your roommate's animals being let in suggests a lack of control or chaos in your immediate environment. The owl jumping on you and you hurting it may reflect your fear of unintentionally causing harm or making mistakes. The chastisement and threat from the owner of the owl could represent feelings of being judged or criticized for your actions.
Overall, this dream may indicate a sense of powerlessness or anxiety in your waking life, possibly stemming from past experiences of rejection or missed opportunities. It may be beneficial to explore these emotions and work on building self-confidence and resilience.