I am at an open field with standing tables. A festival of sorts. People are drinking. Tommy, my walking life crush, comes over and kisses me on the mouth to say hello. I love it, but it makes me nervous and I do not know how to act after. A group of girls start an argument I throw a cigarette at them and they leave. I still feel angry. A loud helicopter flies over we all look up. Were at an army base outside, so it makes sense. I look at Tommy. He is drinking beer. My brother Frank comes over with 2 beers for us. I take a few sips. Then I spit out chunks of thick glass that was in the beer. I can feel it in my throat.
This dream could represent different aspects of your emotions, relationships, and experiences in your waking life.
The open field with standing tables and festival atmosphere symbolize a sense of freedom and enjoyment. The presence of Tommy, your crush, and his kiss on the mouth suggests a desire for closeness and connection with him. However, feeling nervous and uncertain about how to act afterward may suggest some apprehension or fear of vulnerability in expressing your true feelings.
The argument with the group of girls and throwing a cigarette at them could symbolize your reaction to conflict or confrontation. It may represent your willingness to stand up for yourself and assert your boundaries when faced with challenges or disagreements. However, the lingering anger suggests some unresolved emotions or frustrations.
The loud helicopter flying over may represent unexpected disruptions or disturbances in your life. Being at an army base outside, it could imply that you are facing external pressures or difficult circumstances that align with a more structured or disciplined environment.
The presence of your brother Frank and him offering you beers represents your relationship with him and the support or comfort he provides. Taking a few sips and then spitting out chunks of thick glass could symbolize a sense of betrayal or that something or someone is not as they initially seemed. It may reflect a fear of being deceived or harmed by someone or something that you trusted or relied on.
Overall, this dream suggests a mix of desire for connection, assertiveness in dealing with conflicts, and a fear of vulnerability and potential disappointment. It may be helpful to reflect on these themes and examine how they relate to your current experiences and relationships in your waking life.