so i was out with some people on one adventurous trip and there was a guy named vidit, we were kind of together all the time. we felt something between us, we both tried to hold each other's hands and after successfully holding our hands we both felt some connection and kept on holding our hands whenever possible. after some time, he moved closer to me by moving our tied hands around my shoulder, I felt comfortable and alive and then i gave him a nice intimate tight hug. during our hug, i felt his lips moving closer to mine, it was exciting, but we did not kiss, it was like we both knew that we wanted to get closer to each other. but then i realized that what i was doing was wrong, i shouldn't be doing this, i have a boyfriend who is caring and loving, with whom i am in long distance. it's been a while now since i saw him last. but getting closer to vidit meant hurting both of them, so i decided to tell vidit that i'm sorry and couldn't do anything with him. he was hurt when i told him, and he felt betrayed.
The dream suggests that you are currently experiencing internal conflict or a sense of guilt in your waking life. The adventurous trip and the connection you feel with Vidit represents a desire for excitement and emotional fulfillment. The hand-holding and hug symbolize a strong connection with Vidit and an intense desire for intimacy and closeness.
However, the realization that you have a boyfriend who you care about in a long-distance relationship indicates a sense of loyalty and commitment. The dream reflects your awareness that pursuing a closer relationship with Vidit would be seen as a betrayal to your current partner.
The dream is a reflection of your inner struggle between your desire for excitement and the moral obligation to your current relationship. It may be a reminder for you to consider the consequences of your actions and the impact they could have on others.
Overall, this dream signifies the need for you to carefully navigate your emotions and make choices that align with your values and commitments. It's important to communicate openly and honestly with both Vidit and your boyfriend about your feelings and concerns.