Dream Journal #6 In a strange big house; outside is similar to a dark colored Victorian home. Back portion and side of the house is similar to our home here in Santa Clarita. I remember my fiancé was there with two other girls and two black guys. For some reason the police showed up and we had to run and hide away from them. I lost track of my fiancé and the others as well as the cops but as I go to the back portion of the house I step around the corner and see my fiancé yelling at me to run the other way from them. So I wait up for her and grab her hand and we end up running away until we lost the police. The next thing I remember is being inside the house and going into a room to find a double barrel shotgun. The reason being because I was being hunted down by somebody i wasn’t aware of yet. This person was in the form of a young female with a consistent smile on her face. I remember she wanted to kill me. So I had to try and kill her first. I shot at her but missed and proceeded to leave the dark piano room through a screened window. I jump out the window and run to a giant trash bin next to the house. She slowly pops her head out as I’m trying to hide myself in the trash but she sees me so I start to run. As I’m running she pulls out an automatic weapon and starts firing at me. As I jump off the trash bin I transition into some sort of 3rd person and I’m watching myself, who’s a female but the female I was, was also the same female that’s shooting at me but I was only following the female that’s running away. The female that I’m following in the 3rd person is hurt and hides away. I become physical again in the 1st person and return to the house to see if anyone’s still there. One of the girls tells me that one of the people from earlier in my dream is in the piano room. As soon as I heard that, I knew something wasn’t right and as I run past the door to the piano room I can see the young female hiding behind the piano with a weapon aimed at the door for me as the black guy is sitting playing piano. I run away and wake up.
This dream appears to reflect feelings of fear, danger, and the need to protect oneself. The strange big house with different parts resembling different homes may symbolize a sense of uncertainty or instability in your waking life. The presence of your fiancé and other individuals, including two black guys, may represent the various aspects of yourself or different influences in your life. The police showing up and you needing to hide suggests a fear of authority or consequences for your actions.
The appearance of the young female with a consistent smile on her face, who wants to kill you, could represent a threat or an aspect of yourself that you are trying to suppress or confront. The shotgun and the need to try and kill her first may symbolize your desire to defend yourself or take control of a challenging situation. However, missing your shot may indicate feelings of inadequacy or a sense of powerlessness in dealing with this threat.
The transition to the third person and watching yourself in the dream suggests a detachment from your own emotions or actions. This could indicate the need to take a step back and observe your situation from a different perspective.
Ultimately, the dream ends with you awakening, suggesting that you have emerged from this intense situation. It may be beneficial to reflect on any current challenges or conflicts in your life that could be causing feelings of fear or danger. Consider exploring ways to assert yourself, address any unresolved issues, and seek support if needed.