I was in my house with my family that i live with in real life. it’s my birthday so my mom and stepdad facetimed me. i screened their call because i didn’t want them to call me. but i could see their faces in the video voicemail feature and they thumbed me down like they were sad and upset but i didn’t care. grandma had brought her friends and their kids over so i was in the living room on the couch having a movie night with them. i was masturbating on the couch and then the girls got up to go to my room. so i got up and went in there to see what was happening and they were laughing but holding in their laughs when i walked in. i was so embarrassed that all i asked was what was so funny. and the girls said it was weird that i was wearing boxers and a shirt in front of them. so i told them that its my house so i’ll do what i want. then i yell at the one with the glasses to get out if my house. we’re yelling at each other until she leaves. i go back to the other girl and apologize to her and told her that i was just embarrassed because they were making fun of me. then my step dad comes to pick me up and i took forever to get ready cause i didn’t know i was supposed to go. i get into the bathtub to wash up and my aunt sits on the toilet to talk to me about everything. when i get out of the shower i run to find my clothes and shoes. i matched my shirt and sneakers were white and blue and teal. my guinea pig was there and one of the girls was talking to me through him and i kept pushing him down or away from me because she was somehow in his little guinea pig body.
This dream appears to be a reflection of various emotions and relationships in your life. The presence of your family, including your mom and stepdad, indicates your desire for connection and engagement with them. However, by screening their call and not wanting them to call, it suggests a possible conflict or distancing in your waking life.
The birthday setting may symbolize a desire for attention and celebration, but the negative reaction from your family in the video voicemail may represent feelings of disappointment or disapproval. It seems that you consciously don't care about their reactions, suggesting a possible tension or disconnect with them.
Your grandma bringing friends and their kids over could represent a social gathering and the need for interaction. The movie night and masturbation scene may symbolize a desire for pleasure and self-gratification, although the embarrassment when the girls walked in demonstrates a fear of judgment or feeling exposed in front of others.
The argument with the girl wearing glasses in your room highlights a possible clash in personal boundaries and the need to assert yourself in your own space. However, apologizing to the other girl shows a willingness to repair relationships and acknowledge your own vulnerability.
The presence of your stepdad coming to pick you up suggests a need for guidance or support. Taking a long time to get ready and the aunt sitting on the toilet talking to you could signify feelings of confusion or hesitation in making a decision or taking action.
The clothes and shoes you wore, specifically the white, blue, and teal combination, may reflect your desire for self-expression or individuality. The guinea pig communicating through one of the girls could symbolize a sense of manipulation or someone trying to influence you indirectly.
Overall, this dream seems to portray a mix of desires, conflicts, vulnerabilities, and the need for autonomy and self-expression. It may be helpful to reflect on these themes in your waking life and consider any relationship dynamics or personal desires that are resonating with the dream imagery.