At a gathering my 3 foster moms i lived with in the past, are there. Someone asked who cuts Gloria's hair. I say I don't know. Sh3 asked did you cut it? I said i can't remember if i did the most recent time or not. It's like she asked because I cut hair. Then she said well who cuts Sarahs hair? I said I don't know..we don't even talk because everyone thinks “oh that's the foster girl” and even in small talk they talk to me with seriousness. There is no small talk because they look deep into me like they want to know more than just “how are you?” They look at me like with pity almost. I look back and Adam is looking at me. I'm embarrassed I said that and he heard me. I went to the washroom and saw this celebrity on TV. She was someone I was just talking about with someone and we were saying how we really liked her acting. We spoke and were getting along nicely. I was looking at an old camera I lost that my foster mom had and found again. I Was looking through videos with someone else. A video from a few years ago when I was skinnier. I was very short. I was more flexible back then. I was doing a dance with my sister, practicing some kind of dance for something. There was a conversation and my friend Amy was there. I said something and she said ya I remember that. I agree that outfit was inappropriate. I said no not that situation. I was talking about something else. I felt misunderstood or like that's not the story I was talking about. I was annoyed at her.
This dream appears to be reflecting some of your experiences and emotions related to your past foster homes and the way others perceive and interact with you.
The presence of your three foster moms suggests that this dream may be representing unresolved feelings or memories related to your time living with them. The question about who cuts Gloria's hair and whether you did implies that you may feel unsure about the role you played or still play in their lives. It could also suggest a sense of detachment or lack of connection in those relationships.
The mention of Sarah's hair and the comment about not talking to her because she is seen as "the foster girl" may indicate a feeling of being excluded or not fully accepted by others. The serious and deep looks people give you, as if they want to know more, may signify a sense of being judged or scrutinized, leading to a feeling of uneasiness or embarrassed self-consciousness.
The appearance of the celebrity on TV and the positive interaction you have with her could represent a desire for recognition and validation. This person represents someone you admire and appreciate, which contrasts with the previous interactions described in the dream. It suggests a longing for more positive and genuine connections.
The mention of an old camera and watching videos might symbolize revisiting memories and reflecting on past experiences. The video of you being skinnier and more flexible may evoke feelings of nostalgia or longing for a time when you felt different or more comfortable in your own skin. The conversation with your friend Amy and feeling misunderstood or annoyed may indicate frustration with others not fully understanding your perspective or experiences.
Overall, this dream seems to reflect themes of connection, acceptance, and self-identity. It might be helpful to explore these emotions further and consider how they relate to your current life and relationships. If these feelings continue to affect you, it could be beneficial to seek support from a therapist or counselor who can help you process and work through them.