17yo, Male, No prefered way of interpreting. 1.Every dream I've had for a couple months now has had the same weird baseline to it, they all take place in a vary open gigantic place inside and it's usually owned by a family member or works at the building, and the lights are on without me turning them on, infact there are no light switches. 2.the dreams house I just had was like the picture above but with eight or nine more floors extremely open, probably a half mile across. 3.When the dream starts I'm always by a family member, there is never more then one and they either disappear or just ignore me and cruent events, so then the lights flicker and turn off and back on in a minute or two it's never pitch black even if all the lights are off, for when they're off I have this feeling of dread, hopelessness, sadness, anxiety and fear. When the lights are off there is something following me it's different every dream and I inhumanity inexplicable, usually I wake up but sometimes I get to watch myself get torn apart, these feelings of dread, hopelessness, sadness, anxiety always follow out of my dreams. 4. Very rarely but more recently when the lights turn off i kill hinself and I watch it happen, it's really taxing going through these dreams I wake up feeling like I was in the dream like I was running in it, how I was feeling in it, I really just want these to stop.
Based on the information you provided, here is a potential interpretation of your dreams:
The recurring setting of a vast, open building symbolizes feelings of uncertainty or being overwhelmed in your waking life. The fact that it is often owned by a family member may suggest that these emotions are tied to familial relationships or dynamics.
The expansion of the house in your recent dream may symbolize an amplification of these feelings. The larger space could represent a greater sense of unease or pressure that you are experiencing.
The presence of a family member at the start of each dream may indicate a desire for support or guidance from those close to you. However, their disappearance or indifference could signify a perception of being ignored or neglected in some aspect of your life.
The flickering lights and the feeling of dread, hopelessness, sadness, anxiety, and fear when the lights turn off suggest a fear of the unknown or a lack of control. The presence of something following you when the lights are off may represent your anxieties or insecurities that you are trying to escape from.
The act of watching yourself get torn apart or, in more recent dreams, taking your own life could indicate a deep emotional turmoil or a feeling of being overwhelmed by the challenges you are facing. These dreams may be reflecting your internal struggle and the toll it is taking on you.
Overall, these dreams suggest that you may be grappling with feelings of uncertainty, anxiety, and a sense of powerlessness in your waking life. It is important to seek support from loved ones or consider speaking to a professional to address these emotions and find healthy ways to cope.