I am being chased through a city, its large and futuristic. I am seeking drugs and being chased and there is an old beat up barn. I try to avoid it but it keeps popping up in other areas. I am terrified to go inside. When I end up inside, there is a section that goes into an attic, its old and dark and I am terrified to go up the stairs. I have been once before, I do not remember what happened, but it was enough that I can feel the fear holding me back from going up the stairs again.
This dream could be symbolic of your inner struggles and the feeling of being constantly pursued or chased by certain aspects of your life. The large, futuristic city represents the vastness of your experiences and the complex nature of your thoughts and emotions.
The search for drugs may symbolize a desire for escape or relief from some form of pain or stress in your waking life. The old beat-up barn represents unresolved issues or traumas from your past that keep resurfacing despite your attempts to avoid them. It could also signify feelings of fear or discomfort associated with confronting these unresolved issues.
The attic, being old and dark, represents a hidden or repressed part of your subconscious mind. The fear of going up the stairs suggests hesitation or reluctance to explore these hidden aspects of yourself. The fact that you have been there before but cannot remember what happened implies that there may be memories or experiences that you have buried or pushed aside. This fear is preventing you from fully understanding or addressing these experiences.
Overall, this dream may be urging you to confront and address unresolved issues from your past in order to find a sense of peace and resolution in your present life. It suggests that, although it may be scary or uncomfortable, facing these fears head-on will ultimately lead to personal growth and healing. Consider seeking support from a therapist or trusted individual to help you navigate through these emotions and experiences.