I had a dream where my ex came over to my house to see me. We hung out, hugged, and cuddle for a while before she got hungry. While I was cleaning the dishes she got mad about how she wanted to order food, and she stormed off into my room. I followed her into there and talked healthy and patiently how she can't get mad and we should work with eachother on this. She was grumpy because she wanted to order food and eat it with here at my place. I tell her to just pick what she wants and order it, in the meanwhile I would play on my computer. After a little bit I look back and she was gone. I decided to go wait in the parking garage for her listening to music with my headphones on while sitting in a foldable chair seeing if she would drive her bike out. She drove up next to me, and told me that if she wants to be with me, we can play games online. When she gets home I stalk her social media posts and see a good bit of her online friends added have their profile pictures set to the trailer park Boys. When she decides to invite me to a voice call to play a game, she messages me saying: "You better not fuck up these missions." I decided to not join.
Dreams can have multiple interpretations, as they are highly personal and can be influenced by individual experiences and emotions. However, here is one possible interpretation of your dream:
This dream might suggest that you are still processing feelings and unresolved issues connected to your past relationship with your ex. The presence of your ex coming over to your house and the intimate moments of hugging and cuddling could symbolize a longing for connection and emotional closeness that you once shared. However, the argument regarding ordering food and her subsequent grumpiness may represent the challenges and conflicts that existed in your relationship.
Cleaning the dishes in the dream may symbolize a need for resolution and clearing away any lingering negative emotions. Your attempt to talk to your ex patiently and promote a healthy approach to conflict could indicate your desire to find a resolution and maintain a positive connection. However, her disappearance after you left her alone in your room might reflect a fear of abandonment or the feeling that your efforts to reconcile are not fully reciprocated.
The scene in the parking garage where you wait for her while listening to music could represent a sense of anticipation or a willingness to make compromises to reconnect. The mention of her inviting you to play online games may suggest a desire for shared activities or a way to spend time together in a virtual space. However, her message about not messing up the missions may signify a fear of disappointing her or a reminder of expectations and pressure within the relationship.
Choosing not to join the voice call and play the game may indicate your subconscious decision to step back and prioritize your own well-being, recognizing that participating in something that may lead to stress or conflict might not be beneficial for you.
Overall, this dream may reflect your subconscious processing of emotions related to your past relationship, highlighting a longing for connection, efforts to resolve conflicts, and a need to prioritize your own emotional well-being. It may be helpful to reflect on these themes and consider how they relate to your current life and relationships.