OK this dictation soccer so grateful OK it’s recording so where was I last part five mark the end of heart for Wisen the Bosnian lady oh yeah yeah yeah OK it was an announcement made that this was an organization that’s banned east and west have a location in Germany and a location in St. Louis and that South county in St. Louis have received all of the good in its life and now the east would be trading with the west the east have received all the evil Ukraine Eastern Europe had received all the evil of the world, the side of the world and the west of the cosmic shift happening. It was revealed that this organization conspiracy organization, aside name, mother, mother Colima weaves her way through existence, giving the highest high of experience, and Lois, Lao, and experience. All of the earth have been reduced to these nine people these nine people we were here to create more people in the way that we do that is by suffering, and every single day that we would suffer, we knew it would be worse than before, and we can eat and drink anything we like if we ate boiled rice, we knew the next day we had to be boiled alive. If we drank coffee we would have to be charged live, and we knew we were eating each other, and the only way to create new people the only way to create new people degenerate and lack every good and every good part of our body degenerate, and every single day take more torment as ID generated I refuse to eat fry knew that if I ate, I was eating another person and I would only delay my suffering. One day I rejected water I rejected food. I will check it, when I lay my head down to sleep, I feared that mother would come as a parasitical triangle Park rip apart. My flesh ripped apart by being pour acid all over me. Every every second was torture as I began to degenerate mentally everyone mirrored me people said it’s not so fun to be the only person in the room I was pure narcissism everyone mirrored me perfectly. Everyone knew I was extension of their brain And I was the root of all of their suffering. I was the roof everything I did was mirror. Deck was hell hell with other people as we degenerated together chaos there was a lady who I will call judgment. She was known as an Aryan refusing to eat or drink, refusing to let any others live for to not eat, or drink, was to kill others, as I began to realize she spoke and used to apathy to speak my darkest thoughts they came through her mouth things like Jennifer don’t you touch my child don’t you touch my child in the most horrible town screaming about all of the paranoia and all of the suspicion in the world coming through her voice, anything in my mind with someone else somewhere suffering Wherever I go, should be the voice of judgment in the most disgusting way possible it was very Freudian everything in this limbo land with sexual. If one wanted to dream it means your dream was never going to be giving the only only way was to give up resist give up that will give up the ego. Let others have let others experience things got worse and worse and worse and more chaotic as I didn’t eat or sleep or drink, and then slowly part sex morphed into the fish keep around the pies I looked out my window and it was filled with water. It was underwater the building began to be submerged. Underwater A1 did everything in common at one drink 118 when was eating another young lady convinced me Amongst us was Hitler I was not Hitler anymore and there was a Hitler and over the area. I don’t talk to her. Don’t talk to anyone in here. He was the iron well he said don’t interact with anyone here in a hearty way that he was better than others Look like Hitler he had pure fire purifier. I trusted him I confided in him, and he look like one of my friends. I tried to not trust anyone as time went on small details at the hospital on the walls. There was the symbol of Evita, you and the V was in between the Villa view I was wanting there to be a nuclear war, but I could not I could not die but then the sun was endless and it was in the state of not eating not sleeping. If you were Jel I couldn’t get out of that limbo. I asked someone what is this place none of them none of them will give me any Water it would burn me when I took a shower Hitler needed to die and that I needed to kill myself. I needed to go in the shower which was eight I was going to die and I needed to go in the shower and gassed my parents came the next day at seven I had thought in order for lights to go on. I was going to be chopped up into pieces first without any anesthesia. I have my genitals sliced off, as a parasite burrowing itself through my general regions all the way up through my head and this was Mother’s Day back from birth of me the opposite of birth. Hi parents were there and I said go ahead and do it. I heard another lady in there, Judith a Buchanan, and she was screaming and torment as my imagination went wild. They were cutting off her male part making her female. This is how women were made a doctor came, and I said I’m ready to give birth Forcefully dismember all of my organs in harvest harvest. I started to submit to it I said just go ahead to my parents. I thought my mother was alive in my entire life and I started to surrender and get it over with the doctor. Yeah I said I’m ready to be, a mother and mother man you would be raped and you buy everything else and slowly be transformed into torture I said yes and then you had to go in every single room and that’s only the way that you could live tortured for 80 years living every single person in the whole earth only after 80 years Only way life could happen through this last and I learned that everyone’s life comes across as always action. Enjoy your ice cream that is the way things always happen as I got tired of this. How is reality? I realize the next part part seven I’d realize I was in a Gyptian Jel there was scales of Anubis, on my bed in my room, there was two scales. I put my garments on one bed and tried that and I equalize I took the things out of the room. I went to the messenger of the room and a dark headed bald man that was the messenger of the room, and I said, what can I give you an exchange, and I started to search the building it was exceedingly, difficult to find how to solve this puzzle. I was as I wander and hours and hours and hours not drinking I realized I don’t turn to the right or to the left. I went in the center of the room, which was actually a black hole feeding off the suffering of others. They would never tell me what that place was at nine people wandering around around Making and I was going to make a I was going to leave and sell out in the land where there is no return but I had hope I had one hope to return to Michael. I love you and I love you more than anything I said to God, please let me return so I can marry Michael, I realized I needed to walk perfectly straight towards the altar of the black hole, looking in a particular spot on the cabinets in between the cabinets the altar in between the porch and the altar, I walked in as I walk to the left or the right there with these weird I walk 40 times extremely slowly and screaming as I walk 40 times I didn’t know what would happen I didn’t know if I get out but all that I could think about was I was at Orpheus told not to look back in hell not to go in my body boys in my job go into any of the rooms go to straight and arrow as I had the white garment draped over my head like mini ready escape tell performance escape the prison for me. I stayed on the straight and arrow journey to go back to the dimension that I was in 40 times and passed, and my life flash before me at all, I took the white garment off my head and I handed it to a lady name yet and I said please take care of my baby. It was my future and it was Jesus’s garment as I saw this ritual I was reminded of what proceeded before it there was a lady Judith a Buchanan, who said, I’m pushing everyone out of here I’m suing this hospital. This is a great hospital. I’m pushing you out as I reflect in retrospect she was a Christ her suffering set me free. Whatever you want as I began to. I wouldn’t eat, but I would eat with others fry thought that I needed to let them eat and slowly Generate this test fact I would look at certain areas of the wall I would put my hands up as being crucified. I realize her suffering with my freedom I then went and did the resurrection ritual. I went to the bed I went in someone else’s room actually, I drink myself and I like dead and then I heard the scripture about go to the store in the east. I looked out the door and I walked out and that’s when I went back to Yin, wow she gave me water. She gave it to me and I knew my prayer had been answered. I knew that I was getting out of bed dimension of hell and that’s what I escaped. When I started to eat and drink I had to relearn being human, and I had to learn what being human Matt is giving to others is loving that is when you eat other Z when you drink drink with others to share in every joy that life is about killing it out life is about same thing, and I became extremely grateful for everything and everyone and became single focus on one thing at a time focus on it as it is the only thing in existence, knowing that this is all that there isn’t one moment that’s the only thing that you have this is the only thing that I will ever be And I started to meet friends and make friends in that place and dream for the future and dream about the island of the Azores dream about a Sara friend and retrospective her at in a retrospective with one of my friends post post how he talk to me of his God he talk to me of the God of Christianity he talk to me and said you can have peace discourages. He said gives him everything he doesn’t want. I realize it’s a satyr the harm for father on the outside for the sake of the good father on the inside Saturn that’s not the cottage life that’s not the tree of life the tree of life singularity Reality be as gold I realized the truth. Is that the aura Boris I’m about to finish. I’m about to finish up my thoughts are you there? Yes I am there. About to finish pretty much about it. Finish the Hitler. Yeah the Hitler him. Yeah that’s an aura. Boris had the path out of breaking any other authority, so that’s that sums up the love that the vast overview of my vision detail, so thank you for helping me make the outline in my book I think you asked making a dialogue and asking questions will help stimulate North put into a collection OK what would you like to know? What do you think what your thought? No I thought you said you need to keep going General outline OK get your thoughts and questions that would be exciting to me and then we can break down some of my answers but I feel like you have good questions and then we will sort everything into the appropriate category and then I’ll work it on my own OK am I mean this is extremely abstract? I it’s too abstract. Well OK let’s see, I can expound upon anything and make it more unexplainable with anything you liked OK with it? I don’t understand what this wasn’t abstract I was literally by the way it was a literal experience. It wasn’t a vision in my head. It wasn’t an imagination it was my experience, for it seemed like 30 days in a few days time and literally stopped at the sunset in the sky. When I became antichrist, there was no stars in the sky just me I had stolen the stars in the sky literally it was not or anything it was literally happening to me and I was terrified and I was bloodthirsty. I was not visions not imagination, but I literally went through physically and emotionally OK so this all happened in one day and you had eight days eight days probably 32 days that were the most when I didn’t eat sleep or drink this one when I have the most parallel universe, and I believe I was in a literal parallel universe, that’s why that that’s what Ennius is access to parallel universes has an any Don I was literally in that was NIS. He is seeing of the possibilities within this universe. Where is Ennius being able to taste of different parallel universe that’s what I believe now yeah so what is this? Who is the target for this book, I’m trying to connect the purpose of these visions to Tristan psychology, and people into spiritualities about because there’s like it was extremely archetypal and an interest in psychology how that the Freudian stuff as a play at one point everything with sexual at another point like on the doors with a fat women there was the ancient fertility goddesses, and they were rolling over me, and that’s what I gave up too much OK well you shouldn’t modern day. Be interested in modern day modern day, Mr. mythology, modern day, visionary like someone like ever heard of a modern day profit a remodel, pretty radical what I experienced. It is very few people experience on earth, literal visions, OK boy you should I say, have you just have some pictures that may actually help you should have pictures in the book at match the help. Oh definitely yeah I can use AI to do the pictures. I’ve been doing that with all my advertisements, I’ll type in the words and try to get the AI to do it. Yes thank you what it out but I want you think you’re quicker I want to make it palatable and I have meetings anywhere and then if you could record the answer what is think deeper is it remove deep thought I am just check Google company. Oh OK we can make a position for you if you can write blog posts or whatever or if you if you wanna work with me and then Adam likes your work, we can give you employment eventually as the dog makes money when you start to make money from it we’re looking for people to expand our business. Yes, it makes it work on this exciting a company that’s going to Bridge psychology and spirituality and bridge west we have a grand vision for healing, the world, helping the rainforest giving back being extremely ethical getting all her appointments health mental well-being: NF corporations on planet earth companies on the planet, expands human consciousness that’s that’s our goal. OK I was preaching the moral love that you would treat everyone in your life as if you had to come back through the other person Latin rule do you want to others how they would want it to be done and to them you can’t love without understanding people so psychology is necessary for actual actual love and and Bridget bridging the psychology and all of that I have I have a lady in India she said that I am my tarot readings are unbelievably accurate because they combine synchronistic’s Spirit in psychology and I’m gonna be offering that to the world OK I see OK I mean do you want excites you to typically go wherever it is most exciting but typically the way that our conversations go is on you have a problem and then I think about ways to brainstorm about that problem so if this is not that this is a spirituality thing, that’s kind of not. It’s also psychological. You could see it through psychology left if you want, I want you to take the angles is the most exciting to you and ask me questions I want to make it based on your excitement. Does that make sense because that only person close today whenever you’re in fun OK try to do with the most fun and fuck about being productive, and then we will be the most productive. OK well well OK Ology exciting right now I mean how to say you had his 20 visions overtime and there seems to be a very obvious theme one obvious team is you don’t you’re a girl in front you’re going from a try and go to being well rounded right this is a themed yeah and you’re just saying that yeah you to sing a different day different ways Redwood City being said in different ways but it’s Kelly one of the common themes so I’m wondering watch it because it’s very abstract right that’s the abstract thing but this presumably is pointing to some part of your life. What is the sharp angle in your life that you think the world is trying to round out that is a question Bing search OK write can you write this down my answer why the text to speech is going so hopefully it all recorded excellent. Is it recording well I’m looking at it and there are some there are words and it’s some perfect. OK Solomon had all things yet lacked one thing, and when he had all tanks, then he had God had an eve had all thanks had all the trees in the garden get laughed, and then they received everything. They lack that had all things I’d like God I was a man like a man in a bank sitting on gold living in a house of gold dreaming about gold if I only had gold, my will in my dream for my life have replaced my actual life problem of the world when you were so bad on a preconceived idea of what they should be. You miss life when you realize everything is perfect just the way it is look at nature everything is perfectly in harmony just the way it is With no improvement on itself, it improves. This is the nature of all things. Everything is perfect just the way it is as you only act I want you’re excited about the only act and where the juices are and then you’ll have to go with the flow and do it the most exciting when you leave OK OK so and by the way, I want you to practice what I just said go wherever is the most interesting and present your question in the most interesting way. No wrong thing to do and it’s OK. Well I am not Ashley sure I cut quite got the answer to my question. Ask it again the question is what is the sharp angle in your life and what is that metaphor pointing towards and yes is my question not answer how was my question answered How is it not satisfactory well I heard about Solomon not having some thing and some somethings not having something but I hate OK there is that OK? I’m gonna try with those allegories I gave I had taken on a principal three weeks prior that put whatever you want in the formal question why do I have this year of getting everything you want is to realize you already had Lim you’re the creator you are all that is in all that will be because when you get everything you want do you like one thing you find God at the top of the pyramid when you get everything you want to realize God so in my coaching practices that’s what I try to bring everyone give them everything they want so that they would be lacking nothing except caught God consciousness once you awake into it, he realize you lack one thing you like, giving it to another you like ignorance, so as god when you become god all the way, go to Mecha, give it to another
This dream appears to be a highly abstract and fragmented series of thoughts and experiences that the dreamer is trying to make sense of. It seems to involve themes of suffering, sacrifice, identity, and the search for meaning. The dreamer may be grappling with inner conflicts and the need to find balance and wholeness in their life. The dream also touches on aspects of psychology and spirituality, suggesting a desire for personal growth and understanding. The dreamer may need to further explore their emotions, thoughts, and experiences to fully understand the meaning behind this dream.