Path to Acceptance Beyond Episodes

It's concerning to hear that you are going through such a challenging time. It's important to handle feelings of rejection and self-worth more constructively and healthily. Binge/purge behaviors are harmful and won't improve relationships or personal satisfaction.

Building self-esteem and developing meaningful relationships starts with embracing who you are and taking care of your mental and physical health. It might be helpful to speak with a counselor or therapist who can provide support and strategies to work on self-acceptance and forming healthy relationships.

Remember, you deserve kindness, respect, and understanding from both yourself and others. If you're struggling, reach out to a healthcare professional who can offer guidance and support tailored to your needs.