Dreams of Adventure and Identity

I had 3 dreams The first one I dreamed about itsfunneh, we were playing this map what looked like Minecraft buildings but in Roblox and itsfunneh had used Draco’s house which was green. There were multiple brown houses but only itsfunneh and Draco’s houses were colored, green, and blue. So Draco’s was like “funny get out my house!” And she said “okay okay fine!” So she left to go to her blue house but then a swarm of water was about to flood which is why you had to get into a house. I ran to a brown house to get in as the water started coming in and the water was a clear blue but a medium sky blue color. I don’t remember if I was in perspective of myself or itsfunneh at the time but I think it was itsfunneh and she was dawdling around so much she almost didn’t make it to her house and all her siblings were like “funneh!! You’re not gonna make it!!” And it went black so we didn’t know if she made it in a house or not but I’m almost sure she did, that’s when it ended Then my second dream, I dreamt I was in this grandiose palace. And there was a grand banquet. The palace was made of beautiful cream marble of some sort gold. It was truly gorgeous , tall, and big. I happened to be a maid and it seemed like I was there for a bigger purpose. I wasn’t just there to be a maid. I had an ulterior motive like I was an undercover spy. And I had my father with me, who had blue hair and darkish golden eyes? He was tall in stature and buff, not like my in real life dad but that was who my father was in my dream. And I worked with him. He went in disguise under a black robe and hood. he went into the banquet hall and had snooped around undercover, unsure what we were trying to do. But I slipped out of the banquet hall to walk around the palace and when I got to the hall where the princes room was, where the the grand two stairs were as well, I saw the queen speaking to somebody. I think it was the head butler or else a doctor. And she was speaking about something wrong and evil doing. She was saying to do evil things with her son and I couldn’t exactly remember what was it was evil doing and things to hurt her son, the prince. And my maid name was Osaka, or Osaki. Something like that. In Japanese. I had a Japanese name. And when I heard her doing that, I was furious. Because I had cared for the prince and he was dear to me, and was furious such a thing could happen just because she was a queen and had higher standing and power. I hated that she was an awful mother. I hated her evil and corrupt ness. I think that’s what me and my father were trying to do, ensure the good nobles were to be safe and to get rid of the evil and corrupt ones. The Queen was adorned in gold, not sure what she wore that was gold but I remember something gold on her. And her hair was tied up in a bun and she had grey and white hairs. She was old but still healthy and regal. After hiding on the side of the stairs near a big pillar, eavesdropping on the two, I sneaked and rushed into the hall of the princes room and I slipped in. It was dark but some sunlight had shown through the curtains, the moonlight perhaps. And there was a nice hint of yellow light from a lamp. But where his bed was it was pitch dark. He was laying in bed sick, and struggling even though he was asleep. I felt so sad and hurt, so I sat beside his bed (he laid on the left side birdsview while I sat on the right) I wet a towel from a water bucket and dabbed off the sweat he had, tending to his arms first, and while I was doing that, my hood/black robe still on, he murmured my name. It wasn’t my in real life name but I just knew that was my true name behind my cover as a maid. He called out “Isagi” and I could tell he was reminiscing me. I had done this exact thing when he was young, I had tended to him the exact way because he was sick back then too. We were very young about maybe 7-9? But I had disappeared after that day because I was undercover and not a true maid. And yes I also had powers and a magical ability and to help me stay undercover I had altered my appearance. My maid cover was black long hair with bangs with a big white hair streak on the right side of my head. And when he said that it made me feel so much worse. I felt bad I wasn’t able to be there to save him more times. It seemed like I had some sort of bond with him, because he had remembered me and I could tell he felt so good but sad to know the person he missed finally was back in a way. It was sad. He started whispering my name more, and I think in a way we were also romantically bonded. By the time he said my name for about the 3rd 4th time, the arm I was tending to with the towel, he grabbed me and dragged me up the bed so I could lay beside him. Still asleep by the way. But I’m sure he pretending to be asleep at that time. He didn’t want me to run away and didn’t want to lose me again this time. He had dark black hair , with a hint of dark blue but moreso black. His hair was medium in length to his shoulders , he had a broad build and very muscular. As a prince would be. Like a brute man with a soft heart. I didn’t mind laying next to him, it was nice. But because the condition I saw him in, running with a fever, made me so sad, my tears and heart were wavering and so did the magic cast on me. It went from my maid cover to my true self. Dark blue short wavy hair and golden eyes. I looked almost exactly like my father. He kept saying my name a few more times before I moved the towel to his forehead since he was sweating. But then a commotion began outside, that’s how I know my dad had done something and to was a signal to get out and get things done. The banquet hall was blown up and people were running out of the banquet hall scurrying to get outside. While the palace began shaking, I held his hand one last time before I left to handle business. And I slipped away from his arms. Now , I took off the maid cover, so it was the real me in my dark hood robe. I was tall, about 5’7, I was slender but I was made of pure muscle despite my look. And I was powerful. With magic of the gods. Hence my golden eyes. The queen and the butler was still in the exact same spot but they seemed to be frozen in time and wasn’t conscious while standing up. And there was a maid who happened to be there and also seemed to hate the prince, and she was the one who was supposed to take care of him, I had almost lost my self in anger. As she scurried trying to run away I grabbed her and in a low but hauntingly loud voice I had asked her why she didn’t care for the prince the whole time knowing it was her job. She had light pink hair with bangs. And when she saw me she started running up the stairs, looking back at me terrified because she had muttered something curse full and discriminating about the prince , hoping he’d just die so she can stop taking care of him. I asked her if she understood the weight of her words and the weight she has on the country for not taking care of the prince as her duty. And I had begun slowly walking up the stairs after her as she faced me the whole time terrified. At that point I was so angry I was ready to kill the with just powers and do some sort of spell. My words exactly after that said “you want revenge? I will show you true revenge. You dare play with gods, I will show you what a true god is. I will let you experience my wrath , the wrath of whom who wields the power of the gods. You shouldn’t have dare played with me. And those I hold dear. Wrath upon you-“ and I was about to take out the queen too with my powers but as I said that a hand had grabbed mine despite me nearing the top of the stairs. I looked back and it was the prince, also in a black robe, as to hide himself, but when he looked at me he had tears in his eyes like he’d been crying. I was so stunned I didn’t know what to do. It seemed like he knew I had left and went out to search for me as he didn’t want me to leave him like when we were young. And the only person to have saved others from my powers and wrath only seemed to be him. He was telling me with his eyes not to do it. I was furious why he stopped me but my heart melted so fast I wasn’t even angry anymore and only wanted to tend to him. So he “dragged” but really just held my hand as he stepped down the stairs, and I let him drag me away. I wanted to ask how he knew who I was. But it seemed clear to me because I was the only person who had ever tended to him with kindness and the only person who he felt he was comfortable with. It seemed like when I was young and had to go, he had searched for me and found me in the back of the palace by the garden, I smiled and shushed him from crying and told him my name. “Shhh, we’ll meet again! My actual names Isagi! So take care of yourself and grow to be a biggg kid okay?” With a big grin on my face. And small kid him with tears and a shy stature nodded, as I used my powers to disappear. It seemed he tried his best to continue living after that. Even though the forces against him were so strong. But he lead me to his room, but we didn’t go inside, just outside his door. Which was made of dark wood, maybe oak? It was huge and tall, I think it was a rounded arch shaped. And then he hugged me. I tried to look up to see his face but then my dream ended. But in that dream when he hugged me, it was a hug of longing and yearning. And that was it. And then the dream after that, I had the same god like powers but I had began liking girls? I was questioning if my powers work on girls. Like if they could like me. So I used my powers to move onto a computer seeing the statistics if I would be interested in girls and if they’d be into me. I was questioning that and yeah that was it, it was a short dream. But I remember on the computer I clearly saw the name Osaki, lesbian, and a strawberry.